Will He say still say Yes?

Will He still say Yes?
don't stand and puzzle
while your heart races
with worries

I can never forget that day--the day I bore the biggest burden on my head, shouldered the worries of an unborn generation, how burdened and scared I was.

"It was not intentional" I mumbled to my sister, I just wanted to give it one more trial! What will I say to dad and mom? Geez!
I have not only implicated myself by damaging the big generator, I have also succeeded in putting my innocent sister in trouble! She brought the idea that led to the mistake but, I did it.

Dad soon came asking, "why the generator's belt was as it is, guess what? I lied! adding to my already-made offense. Weeks rolled by, I lost my peace as a child, I was so unsure.
Finally, like I have some gasping courage in me, " I will confess" I mumured to myself, each step I take my heart leaped like it was going to jump out of me.

"Dad, I did it,
I spoiled the generator" 

"Dad," I called out kneeling and shivering, "I did it!, I spoiled the generator" waiting for the next blow of word on my face as I knelt down ready for whatever I will get. He said, "child, you suffered yourself too much before telling me this, do you know how great peace you refused yourself? " Don't worry, I'll take care of it.

O my God, I wished I had said this earlier than this, I said as I sobbed with great tears of relief.

How many times have you kept those hurting feelings to yourself? Your mistakes, your desires that is giving you so much troubles? That thing you think God will never overlook! It sucks and saps life and peace out of you! Ain't you tired? Give it up! his gentle voice of relieve will let you go free....


God is not giving up on you! He's still waiting for you to spill it out.

Don't let your fears weigh you down,
God isn't saying a no!
He is saying YES!
He isn't putting a full stop, just a pause!